Music has the ability to control your thoughts. Well maybe not control but they can sway your thoughts. For instance listening to Darren Hayes song 'Unlovable' can bring out the depressing thoughts you have lurking in the back of your brain.
Music can help you understand yourself more. though right now. I dont know if I really want to. I sit here and look at my life. And some days I think I'm doing pretty great for myself, yet other days dread clouds my vision. I like to think that depression and self depreciation are all basic thoughts for most human beings. That at one point or another in our lives we all fall victim to it. But of course, sitting here feeling it makes me feel like the 'one in a million' and not in a good way.
But come tomorrow or the next day my mood should perk up again. And I'm sure I'll only repeat this process. These thoughts, this inner turmoil. I can only imagine what my characters feel having lived through what I put them through. I feel almost guilty about it sometimes. But, like fate, I can change the paths they take no more than I can change my own past.
Scars make us stronger.
And now I feel I should end this meloncoly post before It just turns pathetic.
On a side note, a new poem should be released on my poetry page soon.
And another side note, I finished reading 'Fifty Shades of Grey' though before I can comment much more on that I think I need to digest everything I've read. I'm sure I'll be posting a new post soon all about it.
till then I bid thee adieu.
blessed wishes
Tasha
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